

Selfish and Happy. "How I got to this point in my life."Selfish and Happy. by ~ServiceMete
A paper for Introductory Psychology.
I do not know if I was ever really smart, but people have always told me I am; until recently, anyhow. My grades have always been excellent (excepting my Junior year Chemistry grades), more A's than B's; as consistent as they are, they in no way reflect the changes in my personhood or how "smart" I actually am. They are merely a reflection of my terrible obligation to obtain and maintain scholarships.
Through grade school, my stay-at-home mom was fully into my education, sitting with me during homework, having me write and re-write assignments until every


not not not your kiss rollsnot not not by ~ServiceMete
Rots in my mouth
there isn't anything like it
it's the anticipation
of getting home
grabbing my toothbrush
but for the next six hours
you Kissed him
you Kissed him
you Kissed him
burning in my cheeks
on my tongue
i need to take a shower
but all i can do
is taste this kiss
when will i see you again
?
it's not your corny
villainous laugh
not
your terrible blue eyes
not
the way your face turns red
not
Every Little Tiny Freckle
on Sturdy arms
on labored back
on smirking face
it is
the way you kill me
brain-Dead
heart-numb
void
and i'm so happy
this is not a love poem